segunda-feira, 12 de setembro de 2011

I Monster... / Eu monstro...

I decided to triumph ...
I learned that in life there is no guarantee,
I learned that I can not count on anyone other than myself,
I learned that love come and go like waves on the beach and that always comes a new wave to cool his feet and will not be the same sea, because we do not bathe in the same water twice.
I also learned that I can not help people to discover my weaknesses, they are mine and should not disclose them,
I learned that people are prone to errors and error and I also that every mistake is forgivable.
I learned that I who shall give account of my life in the future, both from my mistakes and the successes and it is important for my learning.
So I decided to twitter ...
Do not look what was in the past, because as the name says, the past should stay there guardadinho well and you might even remember it, because we do not have this power to forget things, you can be angry if you wish, but must remember there is always a life in the future and is there for you should focus all your attention.
You can also still choose to forgive or not someone who made you terribly, but must remember that forgiveness is the greatest way to show that you became more than that and it is important to your health because if you save the grudge in his heart that can become a cancer and who dies or is mutilate yourself. There must also pretend that he is angry, it is the purest form of human being, all we can do because we are human and not angels.
Above all, I decided to triumph not say more about my plans I do not trust anyone, I will keep my life in a manner consistent to what I thought was right, what others think will be just that and not make any difference in my life.
I decided to triumph over their fears, losses, sorrows and disappointments, I decided to only look at the top where the flag is not want to be at the foot of the mountain, which is okay at the foot of the mountain to learn to rebuild them, but is at the top we should look at the mountain every day and nobody can take that from you.
And one of the most important learnings of my life now tell at a glance, tell you why I believed for a brief period it was true, but after much thought I realized that "monsters" also know how to love, and that these animals have a perception of the cruelest love even more interesting than the human being, for if they love, they just love, so good in which are thicker than the human act, but when you dwell on, tend to feel unconditional love only a great partner and this makes all the difference because they do not say with our lips words that hurt, do not beat them with attitudes, do not lie, they are simply "monsters" they already have in your insight of what it's like animals. I admit that made me feel like a "monster" who does not know how to love anyone, but who tried to misrepresent it in my mind was the man who knew being a "monster", but now's not the case and I leave to chance. It's like in the movie Pan's Labyrinth, is a grotesque was an immeasurable delicacy of care and attention for the girl, I can be a rather grotesque to be like him, but I can say that it is sometimes better than humans. But I grew up a lot yesterday, I am growing a lot today and tomorrow I will be enormous.
I'm not here to say they deserved everything I went through, because I know myself to be just about a lot of things that did and did and accused me, but I can say with all property that I began to triumph over a bunch of things. And today I feel free for everything I experienced, I am trying to zero as possible from the start and repeat play.
Still I had to hear that "monsters" only receive the affection of mother because there is no way to change, you know what? I am building a new future in my life today and the future is for achievement and triumph, thanks mom for making me who I am today, I know that when he said or when I say love, is, was and is true, you never lied to me and it makes a big difference between being human and an animal.
But it is known that in all the earth do not like deleting people in my life, not like this part "monster" in me, but now I'm deleting people who have hurt me without any qualms.

... I'm deleting people

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